SLR org gmbr org aku yg kecoh

td mase nk buat homework tbe2 mata cm berat...so hajat hati nk tido la kn but tgn cm gatal plak nk scroll2 maus ni then terjumpe la pictures2 random org len.

aku layan usha je sbb mmg aku suke pon tgk2 gmbr ni tp gmbrnye cm huduh semacam. ala2 goyang gelap sgt blur2 gitu. cm most of them plak tu. aku continue jela tgk sbb cm cool je tgk pic org g holiday sane sini kn lgpon mata yg berat td tbe2 secara ajaibnye jd segar pulak. abaikn jela sikit2 cacat cela tu. usha punye usha then terperasan la yg tuan punye gambar2 tuh gune slr rupenye... wut der?

suddenly aku jd xpaham. then awat gmbr buruk benor. mengalahkn camera cikai aku. aku mmg xreti amik gmbr sgt. admit. dats y pakai cam besa. tu pon auto je. nk adjust2 sendiri mmg harapan la. ni la aku xpaham if xreti nk gune cam asl stil psg niat gune slr. xker cm membazir? [semenjak dua menjak ni mmg aku dok pk cmne nk save duit je :( ]

tolong la kasi aku paham. kenapa ade org bukan sahaja berniat malah dah pon beli slr if xminat nk amik gmbr ks cun ek? ni ambik ala kadar jer... membazir nye weyh! xboleh trime. dalam xpaham2 tu aku tgk gak sume pic dye smpi abes. hahaha...sengal jugak.

*xde keje aku dok sebok hal org. biaq pi la org tu nk beli mende alah rege ribu2. bukan duit akoo...kecoh giler la diri sendiri.

crisis oh crisis

why lah xlalu nak mkn tibe2 ni? huhu....mula la perut mogok. ni mesti sbb lately ni mkn xhengat punye smpi rse nk meletop. tu belom kire pe aku sumbat lg. huhu....pressure ni pressure. i need energie. so shud eat a lot. xmakan mane nk dpt energie. xde energie mane nk study. hohoho...(alasan giler ;p)

time2 nk exam ni la br nk buat sume bnde kn. smlm try nk start buat projekt. smpi 7 lbh still kt lab. siap dh kne halau ngn pakcik sbb dye nk kunci dh blok tu. hoho...

dan semalam ade org ckp aku kecoh! haha...terase ok! kecik hati aku. mungkin betol aku kecoh. if not xkn ade org nk ckp. so shud watch out afta dis. if nk gossip2 pon shud remain among us je. ssh benor la if byk sgt ckp ni. xle control. lol... xmo amik peduli sgt. kang aku sndri gak skt hati org len suke suki.

*bila nk exam emosi xstabil. ade je org cube nk letopkn bom mase aku yg tgh ticking2 ni. aigooo...ni rse nk anti sosial ni

Bila hati xselari dengan otak

salah ke aku jd different? xboleh ke if aku berani frm org laen? now aku in pressure. mentally ill. xkan ckp bout that topic anymore. silap2 ade yg aku purposely buat biggest mistake ever supaya ade pihak blh bertenang. susahnye aku nk explain ape aku rase. skali skala aku nk berfikiran baik dan buat perkara betul afta byk2 salah silap dosa aku buat sepanjang hidup dan harap jd permulaan yg baru tup tup...haish. sila terus berada di dlm kesilapan yer. sorry anda tidak dpt dibantu. harap2 nanti xde la yg nyesal. aku sepatutnye bertenang tp xle tenang bila airmata ngalir2 xberenti. i thot i'm gonna be fine but i'm not. kenapa lah aku dilahirkn sensitive? each time pon aku sendiri yg ssh. bukan org laen. membenci diri. xsuke konflik dalaman time2 nk exam ni. ade yg rse nk back to my own world xcampur org ni. tekanan!!! comments and questions are not welcome.

Suprise!!!!

sumpah rase nk pengsan sbb sgt excited ok! from mlm semalam mmg dh terexcited for some personal reason which i hope can b true (praying hard dat will happen) now sgt2 teruja n speechless bila dpt tau my fav sis nk kawen dis coming march.

owh sgt2 teruja!!! like sendiri nk kawen pulak. over but i'm happy 4 her. a bit sad sbb xdpt jumpe before dye kawen but sgt2 harap blh blk time wedding dye nnt(which is mission impossible la kn sbb br je start thesis=.=). semalam br ckp xle nk update sbb busy esok exam but this 1 exception sbb berita sgt gembira xle tggu dh suam br nk heboh kn. n i'm sooo excited. hahaha...over giler but betul la rse cmni. xtipu!

Shera dear...congratz!!! I'm happy 4 u. wish u guys happily ever after ;)

I think it's funny

eh...xcool lgsg ok kene ngorat time buang sampah. hahaha... [tersipu2 malu]

*sbnrnye xnk update sbb busy but gatal nk tulih gk sbb rse funny. lol...more proper update later (exam on wed n interview on friday)

**it was fun kan... (yups2)...n still is... =)

Hujung minggu datang lagi

oo yeah.... br blk dr ber'singstar' n men poker kt blk acap. ni aktiviti mesti buat every week. last week xbuat dh jd gian. haha...but td rmi giler kot. full la blk sekangkang kera tu dgn 9 org manusia. layan gile main rmi2. hehe...n blk td br perasan rupe2nye kt luar ni hujan.hehehe....giler xsenonoh je rse. buang mse smpi lupe daratan. tp esok bukan ade class pon so tidak kesah.ngeee....esok sy akan jumpe orang2 tersyg....yeah!!! sgt rindu n lme dh xjumpe. can't wait! tp mlsnye nk naik tren lme2 sorg2. huhu.... esok juge ade org nk belanja mkn sushi! my favourite!! sgt sukeee :D thanx sbb buat sy happy.weee~

owh...tp xle buat2 lupe study. huhu....cuaknye dh msk bulan 12 tp xstart study pape lgpon. huhu....harap2 xgagal :(

Nothing i wanted but everything i needed

I asked for strength,

...and God gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom,

... and God gave me problems to solve.

I asked for prosperity,

... and God gave me brain and brawn to work.

I asked for courage,

... and God gave me danger to overcome.

I asked for love,

... and God gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for favours,

... and God gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted,

... I received everything I needed.

ALLAH knows when you are tired and discouraged from fruitless effort,

ALLAH knows how hard you have tried,

when you've cried so long your heart is in anguish,

ALLAH has counted your tears.

If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by, ALLAH is waiting for you.

When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated, ALLAH has the answer.

If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope, ALLAH has indeed whispered to you.

"Keeps on moving, coz I'm with You"

I should always remember this. i may not have everything that i want but actually i do have everything that i need. it took me sometime to realize but i'm Thankful that i now could see everything clearly. This actually taken from one of the blog that i follow. thanx to the writer for sharing this nice post. Praying hard for a better life.

p/s: stay positive. remain positive

Judgement

penah x jumpe org yg xpenah kenal dat particular person n ckp sikit punye byk n menyakitkn hati like they know them? selalu? banyak? sirius xfaham. dun just agree wif everything. open ur eyes n see more. if he just standing there doing nothing that u think can help doesn't mean he's done nothing. doesn't mean he gave up. tolong la jgn buat tuduhan yg bukan2. since we know them we know what is really happening. and be supportive with reason. owh....skt hati but wut can i do. praying hard that this people cud see what i'm trying to explain here.

p/s: aku pon penah suke org jugak but dun have to like n agree with everything kot. mcm xde pendirian.

She's da best

thanx dear sis cz sudi melayan permintaan merepek n xmsk akal adikmu ni. haha....i know i can always count on u. weee~ so are u ready to do it as ur permanent task? let me see....maybe until everything goes back to normal...(which i dun think will happen shortly) actually there's nothing normal in life kn? with support from u n ur hubby i think this gonna b a lot fun than i thought. hahaha....but dat statement of him mmg a bit kejam la but i like~ hahaha....guys suppose to be mean kn so that's cool. ngeee..... can't wait for the next email. ok. sy gila. shudn't wait. let say...once in a week ok x? craving for something fishy to be solve.

p/s: there goes my paling merepek entry musim ni. i think i'm getting old n less fun. grrr...

Promise

U said that u'll wait for me.Each time i feel sad and down, i'll remember ur promise.Cause somehow it makes me happy again.I want to continue living...Cz at the end of the road i wish U're there waiting.

Pieces of something that i read

thanx to hajar for the link. love ya! lets promise not to b childish again *wink*

1. ...
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch!
5. ...
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. ...
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. ...
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. ...
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. ...
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. ...
22. ...
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. ...
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. ...
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift