i'll keep it short

suddenly rse rindu untuk menulis puisi2 seperti dulu. i used to write a lot but bile semakin dewasa minat tu makin kurang ditambah masa yang slalu je xmencukupi n utk sedap lg, tidak lagi ade rase keperluan utk semua tu. hurm...but suddenly aku rse seperti mahu menulis kembali. why suddenly? sebab baru lepas berjalan2 melihat blog org n mendengar lagu secara random n realize how i've put my talent to waste. hahaha...we'll see bout dat okayh. now...back to study =..='

SLR org gmbr org aku yg kecoh

td mase nk buat homework tbe2 mata cm berat...so hajat hati nk tido la kn but tgn cm gatal plak nk scroll2 maus ni then terjumpe la pictures2 random org len.

aku layan usha je sbb mmg aku suke pon tgk2 gmbr ni tp gmbrnye cm huduh semacam. ala2 goyang gelap sgt blur2 gitu. cm most of them plak tu. aku continue jela tgk sbb cm cool je tgk pic org g holiday sane sini kn lgpon mata yg berat td tbe2 secara ajaibnye jd segar pulak. abaikn jela sikit2 cacat cela tu. usha punye usha then terperasan la yg tuan punye gambar2 tuh gune slr rupenye... wut der?

suddenly aku jd xpaham. then awat gmbr buruk benor. mengalahkn camera cikai aku. aku mmg xreti amik gmbr sgt. admit. dats y pakai cam besa. tu pon auto je. nk adjust2 sendiri mmg harapan la. ni la aku xpaham if xreti nk gune cam asl stil psg niat gune slr. xker cm membazir? [semenjak dua menjak ni mmg aku dok pk cmne nk save duit je :( ]

tolong la kasi aku paham. kenapa ade org bukan sahaja berniat malah dah pon beli slr if xminat nk amik gmbr ks cun ek? ni ambik ala kadar jer... membazir nye weyh! xboleh trime. dalam xpaham2 tu aku tgk gak sume pic dye smpi abes. hahaha...sengal jugak.

*xde keje aku dok sebok hal org. biaq pi la org tu nk beli mende alah rege ribu2. bukan duit akoo...kecoh giler la diri sendiri.

I think it's funny

eh...xcool lgsg ok kene ngorat time buang sampah. hahaha... [tersipu2 malu]

*sbnrnye xnk update sbb busy but gatal nk tulih gk sbb rse funny. lol...more proper update later (exam on wed n interview on friday)

**it was fun kan... (yups2)...n still is... =)

She's da best

thanx dear sis cz sudi melayan permintaan merepek n xmsk akal adikmu ni. haha....i know i can always count on u. weee~ so are u ready to do it as ur permanent task? let me see....maybe until everything goes back to normal...(which i dun think will happen shortly) actually there's nothing normal in life kn? with support from u n ur hubby i think this gonna b a lot fun than i thought. hahaha....but dat statement of him mmg a bit kejam la but i like~ hahaha....guys suppose to be mean kn so that's cool. ngeee..... can't wait for the next email. ok. sy gila. shudn't wait. let say...once in a week ok x? craving for something fishy to be solve.

p/s: there goes my paling merepek entry musim ni. i think i'm getting old n less fun. grrr...

Be my friend

Don't walk in front of me,

I will not follow you...

Don't walk behind me,

I will leave you...

Just walk beside me,

and be my friend~

:)

Zaman

OMG! byknye celoteh budak2 zaman skunk ni. xbrenti2 ckp. tnye itu ini. smpi aku yg naik segan melayan diorg. sirius! seigt aku time dulu2 jln raya ngn member ktorg byk diam je. ni diorg yg make conversation ngn mak n aku. xberenti2 ckp. kalah aku yg org ckp xreti diam ni. hoho...lain zaman lain ragamnye...

Aidilfitri

officially busy starting tomorrow. now dh busy jugak but not dat official. ngee~ raya tahun ni gonna b really diff. wif both my anak sedara, nur madihah maisarah n dini zara...abg2 iparku...[neva had a big bro b4. janggal] n all new us. just wait n c wuts gonna happen.

praying hard dat everyting goes well.

wishing everyone salam aidilfitri n maaf zahir batin tulus ikhlas dr hati. buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih ;)

Complain

asl la lately ni byk je org2 komplen secara besar2an ek? in public pulak tu. rimas. org ni buat xbtl. org tu buat xbetul. mcm la sendiri sgt bgs. bukan kate aku xkomplen. tp among my fren jela mostly. tu pon just nk ks lapang dada. if xsuke itu xsuke ini then duk dlm dunia sendri. jgn campur dgn org. byk sgt salah org laen. salah sendiri xnk tgk ke? bile tgk2 blk byk yg diorg ckp diorg buat sendiri. mungkin betul ckp mak. orang yg asik ckp psl salah silap org lain sebenarnye bercakap tentang diri sendiri. haish...aku pon dh terkomplen like mereka2 juga. kene selalu igt. nobody's perfect. sendiri mau igt la.

Handy

Semalam i was in KL to b exact jln TAR. shopping 4 raya.hihi...abes duit n tenaga dats y pengsan today. haha... on my way i observed ppl around me. yela. 2thn xblk msia sj lepas rindu tgk sekeliling n tgk ape yg baru n ape yg still da same. suddenly i realize...org kt msia ni xkire tua muda alwez busy wif phone. handphone sentiase ade kt tgn [bkn ckp org...mayb i did exactly da same] sms n talking on phone n xhirau pon org2 sekeliling. ade sesetgh tu sgt kusyuk yg if i took diorg punye stuff pon i bet diorg xperasaan. no wonder la mudah je penyamun n penyeluk saku buat keje kt msia.

bile pk2 blk..rasenye kt germany diorg xcmni. xtau la diorg xsuke technology or wut [cz all they think about is nature kot] tp mmg sgt different. xde pon sume org nk sebok gune hp. if i met my family angkt sure kene silent hp so dat blh spend Qtime dgn diorg cz xnk la nmpk rude. 1 time hp i bunyi dlm keta. mse tu on da way g umh parents diorg. kuar2 kete dye tego ckp next time hp kene off bile naik keta. dye ks la reason dye but i xdgr sgt time tu so xsure. n ktorg slalu gk jumpe but sgt2 jarang nmpk dye gune hp dye. even my housemate pon cmtu. ktorg yg ausländer ni lg tau byk psl line2 tepon kt sane compare to diorg.

xtau nape i tulis entry ni. guess sj nk bitau wut i observed kot n rse pelik cmne blh jd cmtu. agk2 asl la most of msian cmni ek? [bukan sume like dat] hurm....

MidValley

segalanya ada di sini...

hahaha....kdg! tu ayat yg aku n krun gune td time berjalan2 di mid valley. kami fikir..kenapa kami selalu di mid valley...rupe2nye kerana sgt dkt dgn rumah n ade bank, money changers, kedai jam, kedai cermin mata, maxis centre, jusco, pos office dan segalanya yg kami perlukn. haahaa...sirius merepek.

even dh smpi msia pon stil hangout dgn org yg same. our 1st fan. her's is me n mine is she. lol....xberkembang langsung! tp xpela aslkn kami bahagia. heee.... if dekat germany our places is like 1 hour from each other kt msia like 10 mins jer...mestilah hangout kn!! haha

td rase mcm zaman2 muda kt intec. blk wikend then singgah mid valley.lol... ayu jom keluar sesame!!! :)

Merdeka!!!

[sile la bc dgn penuh smgt ok!! ;p]

sempena hari merdeka ni...marilah kite semua memerdekakan diri dan minda dari segala bentuk penjajahan dari mane2 pengaruh luar. kadang2 kita rase kita bebas dan merdeka tapi sebenarnye mungkin tidak. kite mesti ade pendirian dlm hidup. jangan cube sesekali jd lemah sebab perkara2 yg remeh temeh n xmunasabah. xsalah rase sdh n kecewa n meluahkan tp jgn berhenti melangkah. walaupun masalah yg kite hadapi kekecewaan yg kite tempuhi ibarat seluas lautan kerana pasti ade yg lebih baik sesudah suatu bencana. jika kite masih berasa lemah dan tidak bermaya...ingat lah.mungkin ade yg lebih berat ujiannye. merdeka bukan bermksd bebas luaran tp juga minda dan jiwa. sy sedar saya masih belum merdeka tp sy berharap sy blh merdeka dlm mase terdekat. sy akan cube sbb sy xmahu lg pengaruh2 dan kuasa2 luar mengganggu pemikiran hati dan perasaan sy. walaupon merdeka individu xsame dgn merdeka sesebuah negara tp ertinye masih same. saya gembira malaysia masih merdeka dan berharap akan terus merdeka

Malam ini

mlm ni tdo awl ok. so dat esok blh buat kerja siang hari. xperlu la kot berjaga mlm lg. nnt pening kepala n siang pon xdpt bwt pape. membazir mase. malam ni awl2 kene prepare utk tdo. xkire wut happen tdo jugak!! pedulikan masalah dunia. haha...sibuk2 nk pk hal org.

for you: wish i cud b ur sunshine ur rainbow ur good day
semoga happy alwez :)

*harap2 ade delivery air kelapa esok*

Reminder

for myself

• Berhenti berharap
• Myself 1st then the others
• Keep urself busy --> so dat dun hv to think
  
• Don't try to adjust cz it won't work
• Be strong
  
• Jgn cube mengadu susah to anyone cz it's useless
• ...
• ...
• ...
• Try to hate everything around me. maybe i'll feel better than loving
  

Sweetness

Last nite i was unhappy. Today i woke up n check my mail. Got an e-card. How sweet~
Thanx n sorry. I'll b more understanding. It's just cz i miss u.

*Happy Ramadhan Everyone*

*My last day in Porsche*

=)

Tidak gembira

berasa tidak gembira

Something from my dear ayue ;p

"being in a stable relationship means u hav a haven, regardless of da probs da outside world decides 2 throw at u..being in a relationship dat offers mutual support will boost both ur confidence n well-being..diz might help 2 explain y ppl who've been happily married 4 years tend 2 live longer"

Keep up da gud work!!but rmmbr, if uve not been 2getha 4 long, u may stil b experiencing da "high" of falling in luv..once normality sets in, u may find u have 2 work harder 2 keep da spark alive..

Suggestion: suprise dinners or sending sexy text messages..

lol

BM

mengapakah lately ni sy asik berjumpe mat saleh2 cube berbahasa melayu even di dlm bus hendak pulang ke rumah....

"selamat...selamat..."

funny.penat tggu next word dye. hihi...

,,,

is this for real?

haish

DIY

bila puas mencari tp masih xjumpa...just do it urself :)

*thank u model sy ;)*

Almost Lover

p/s: title xde kaitan dgn entry sy just sy sdg dgr lg ni n xtau nk letak title ape :D

ntah ape kene dgn practicalmate sy. dis week he's been acting sgt pelik. ajk sy minum kopi in 1 morning. then ajk sy bersiar2 ptg2 utk membuang mase so dat sedar2 dh feierabend. mungkinkah ini sindrom '4 bulan practical n xsbrnye nk abeskn lg 2 bln' or sindrom br menjadi bapa [sbb dye br je dpt baby last 2 weeks]? haha...wuteva pon sy lebih suke dye yg mls ni dr dye yg sgt poyo bekerja keras buat sy trpkse berpura2 rjn bekerja juge smpikn OT sy slame dkt 5 bln ni adelah 16 hari. lol.... esok kami akan berjln2 n membuang ms lg.weeeee~

n life sy sgt la berterabur lately ni. xorganise lgsg! slowly sy akn cube b in track again. mungkin sy buat silap or sy mmg slalu mcm ni tp sy perlu begini. dush2... sy rase sy xsehat or skt kronik cz tiap kali sy jln2 di town sy nmpk bj kotak2 n kaler purple sgt lawa!! terukkn skt sy ni? hoho...now if sy bukak almari bj sy, sy igtkn sy pening tp sbnrnye x.rupe2nye sbb 40% adelah baju kotak2 n 40% juga adelah berwarna purple.haish...