SLR org gmbr org aku yg kecoh

td mase nk buat homework tbe2 mata cm berat...so hajat hati nk tido la kn but tgn cm gatal plak nk scroll2 maus ni then terjumpe la pictures2 random org len.

aku layan usha je sbb mmg aku suke pon tgk2 gmbr ni tp gmbrnye cm huduh semacam. ala2 goyang gelap sgt blur2 gitu. cm most of them plak tu. aku continue jela tgk sbb cm cool je tgk pic org g holiday sane sini kn lgpon mata yg berat td tbe2 secara ajaibnye jd segar pulak. abaikn jela sikit2 cacat cela tu. usha punye usha then terperasan la yg tuan punye gambar2 tuh gune slr rupenye... wut der?

suddenly aku jd xpaham. then awat gmbr buruk benor. mengalahkn camera cikai aku. aku mmg xreti amik gmbr sgt. admit. dats y pakai cam besa. tu pon auto je. nk adjust2 sendiri mmg harapan la. ni la aku xpaham if xreti nk gune cam asl stil psg niat gune slr. xker cm membazir? [semenjak dua menjak ni mmg aku dok pk cmne nk save duit je :( ]

tolong la kasi aku paham. kenapa ade org bukan sahaja berniat malah dah pon beli slr if xminat nk amik gmbr ks cun ek? ni ambik ala kadar jer... membazir nye weyh! xboleh trime. dalam xpaham2 tu aku tgk gak sume pic dye smpi abes. hahaha...sengal jugak.

*xde keje aku dok sebok hal org. biaq pi la org tu nk beli mende alah rege ribu2. bukan duit akoo...kecoh giler la diri sendiri.

No Words

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remain silent

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crisis oh crisis

why lah xlalu nak mkn tibe2 ni? huhu....mula la perut mogok. ni mesti sbb lately ni mkn xhengat punye smpi rse nk meletop. tu belom kire pe aku sumbat lg. huhu....pressure ni pressure. i need energie. so shud eat a lot. xmakan mane nk dpt energie. xde energie mane nk study. hohoho...(alasan giler ;p)

time2 nk exam ni la br nk buat sume bnde kn. smlm try nk start buat projekt. smpi 7 lbh still kt lab. siap dh kne halau ngn pakcik sbb dye nk kunci dh blok tu. hoho...

dan semalam ade org ckp aku kecoh! haha...terase ok! kecik hati aku. mungkin betol aku kecoh. if not xkn ade org nk ckp. so shud watch out afta dis. if nk gossip2 pon shud remain among us je. ssh benor la if byk sgt ckp ni. xle control. lol... xmo amik peduli sgt. kang aku sndri gak skt hati org len suke suki.

*bila nk exam emosi xstabil. ade je org cube nk letopkn bom mase aku yg tgh ticking2 ni. aigooo...ni rse nk anti sosial ni

Bila hati xselari dengan otak

salah ke aku jd different? xboleh ke if aku berani frm org laen? now aku in pressure. mentally ill. xkan ckp bout that topic anymore. silap2 ade yg aku purposely buat biggest mistake ever supaya ade pihak blh bertenang. susahnye aku nk explain ape aku rase. skali skala aku nk berfikiran baik dan buat perkara betul afta byk2 salah silap dosa aku buat sepanjang hidup dan harap jd permulaan yg baru tup tup...haish. sila terus berada di dlm kesilapan yer. sorry anda tidak dpt dibantu. harap2 nanti xde la yg nyesal. aku sepatutnye bertenang tp xle tenang bila airmata ngalir2 xberenti. i thot i'm gonna be fine but i'm not. kenapa lah aku dilahirkn sensitive? each time pon aku sendiri yg ssh. bukan org laen. membenci diri. xsuke konflik dalaman time2 nk exam ni. ade yg rse nk back to my own world xcampur org ni. tekanan!!! comments and questions are not welcome.

Winter Holiday 2009/10

i promised to update about my trip to spain and portugal right...so here i am writing about it instead of studying. bosan la asik study je... :D

it started on 23 dez. hafiz n me were from my place and the other 3 (jon, sey, syafiq) were from heilbronn. we've met at Baden2 airport. 1st day every1 seems excited. yela...holiday yg ditunggu2 akhirnye jd kenyataan. mne x excited kn (ekceli i still got class that evening tp terpkse burn sbb flight at 550pm....still i managed to go to the morning clas...rjn kn ;D)

1st destination BARCELONA. mmg superb. i love barcelona. 1 of our fav place in this trip. many places to visit n all of them are nice. this is a must for every1 whos planning to go to spain. eventhou sdh xblh pegi beach dye cz xckp mse...still...nice! most of our pictures pon were taken here. food pon mudah nk cri.

then on 26 dez we took flight to madrid. madrid crowded. i dun like :( mungkin sbb christmas time n almost new year but i'm not sure. mmg rmi inform ckp madrid bosan but it's da capital city. xkn xnk tgk kn. so kt madrid we're just lepak2 n do nothing much. kire leisure saje la di madrid. xsbr2 nk blah from madrid, ktorg cepatkn bus ticket 1 hour early. haha...since xreti sgt spanish mmg kire bernasib baik la dye phm. owh...i've learned spanish but it's too basic + i've forgot most of the vocabs so xmembantu pon. sedih...shud revise b4 pegi but since dun hv dat much time men redah je. luckily we survive :)

from madrid to granada we took bus. around 5 hours if xsilap. smpi2 bus station dye rse pelik. cm kt putrajaya. hahaa...modern sungguh. we've been told yg granada shud b old town n penuh dgn tinggalan. haha...dh silap turun ke? rupe2 tu side granada yg sdg dimajukn. tourist attraction area len. owh...seb baik. granada is the place dat i've been looking forward to see. to b exact the alhambra sbb sume org ckp nice n besar n cntik n extraordinary and now i knew it's true. sila pegi melawat n terasa mcm pegi istanbul cz dye ade pengaruh ciri2 Islam yg kuat. i like! morish area in granada is nice. chantek! jewish n christian part nothing much. i love jln2 kecik kt area morish n owh...ktorg pegi tgk flaminco. 18€ agak expensive but nk experience so pegi suda...mmg hebat. siap peluh2 penari2 tu....cool. hahaha....

next stop cordoba n sevilla. nothing much to say. agk lame n sume muke bosan. haha...wut we've done new year? men card dlm blk. bosan giler n xlarat nk kuar. owh...funny thing happen. hr tu we all buy a new shampoo cz yg b4 dis dh habes. dah mandi2 tinggal la dlm shared bathroom cz mls nk bwk blk bilik. bile smpi turn syafiq n jon nk mandi...it wasn't there! ade org curik mlm new year. owh...sume menyumpah2 sbb br beli n both jon n syafiq xgune lg. haha...kecoh giler sbb sebotol shampoo. then we decided utk tulis note n berharap yg amik pulangkn. then betul2 ade blk! hahaha... afta 2 3 hours kot. mungkin sbb last sentence yg berbunyi "it's new year...dun spoil our mood" haha.... bingung. sdh jugak sbb time kt cordoba ade 1 place yg ktorg nk visit ttp then kt sevilla pon. alkazar tutup. huhu....hampa!

from sevilla we took night bus to lisbon. smpi early morning. check in hostel sume org bantai tido smpi petang. haha...x efficient lgsg trip. sume dh tggl sisa2 energie nk continue trip. lisbon quite interesting n nice. sbb mudah nk mkn! blh dpt seafood dgn mudah sbb tepi laut. everyday pon i mkn grilled sardin (padahal kt msia xsuke pon mkn ikan) dekat2 dgn lisbon is sintra-cascais. interesting place. we were at the most eastern part of europe. the view was superb. xtipu. shud upload some pic tp mls. blh tgk dlm fb je ok leute. everyone smgt siap beli certificate ckp dh smpi sini. bukan sng babe nk dpt sijil. hahaha....

last but not least porto. busuk n kotor!!! xsuke. hahaha....

then 5 jan pagi2 buta flight blk DE. at last abes jugak la 13 days trip kami. meaning kne la study pula sbb exams just around da corner. menyampah!

*i'm happy for some personal reason. n hyper excited lately. hehehehe..... ask me...i'll tell.

Suprise!!!!

sumpah rase nk pengsan sbb sgt excited ok! from mlm semalam mmg dh terexcited for some personal reason which i hope can b true (praying hard dat will happen) now sgt2 teruja n speechless bila dpt tau my fav sis nk kawen dis coming march.

owh sgt2 teruja!!! like sendiri nk kawen pulak. over but i'm happy 4 her. a bit sad sbb xdpt jumpe before dye kawen but sgt2 harap blh blk time wedding dye nnt(which is mission impossible la kn sbb br je start thesis=.=). semalam br ckp xle nk update sbb busy esok exam but this 1 exception sbb berita sgt gembira xle tggu dh suam br nk heboh kn. n i'm sooo excited. hahaha...over giler but betul la rse cmni. xtipu!

Shera dear...congratz!!! I'm happy 4 u. wish u guys happily ever after ;)

I think it's funny

eh...xcool lgsg ok kene ngorat time buang sampah. hahaha... [tersipu2 malu]

*sbnrnye xnk update sbb busy but gatal nk tulih gk sbb rse funny. lol...more proper update later (exam on wed n interview on friday)

**it was fun kan... (yups2)...n still is... =)