When one can't sleep

i noe it's still early to b awake but i can't sleep actually. i've tried but i just can't sleep at all tonite. jush finish talking to my ex-rummy aka my soulmate. thanx ayue dear cz willing to talk to me during working hours. or shud u say thanx to me for giving u chances to skip a few jobless minutes of urs there? :)

yesterday g men paintball in zuffenhausen wif reutlingers n juniors. i was scared at 1st cz xpnh try. cm sakit je if kene peluru2 yg laju n xbermata tu. at dat time mule la pk...why did i say yes to fira da nite b4. saying dat i wud love to join. haish..but bile dah nk start tu cm excited la pulak. wif smgt n galakkn from tika n rahiza, n promise too dat it wud b really fun...i was in. b4 da game start ade la taklimat sikit bout how's da game really work. bunyi mcm complicated. blh ke remember everything ni? around 11 everyone pon dh ready utk shoot! dressed up like pekerja makmal sesat i was in group of 7 people. the other 2 groups just 6 of them. maybe cz they put me n rahiza in 1 team nmpk cm cikai je group ks la member extra. ahaha...at first everyone seems to not really noe wut to do..which strategy to use. sume men redah je. afta 2 games mule la nmpk gaye pro msg2. cool! mcm2 gaye ade. meniarap ala2 askar wat training, sliding ks markah lebih sikit kt gaye, aim ks tepat cm sharpshooter n paling mahal n xtahan...stand in open area then shoot gaya rambo. wuteva da roles yg penting kasi menang. kene shoot mmg sakit wooo...bkn tu je. abes oren la jadinye. we played till 2pm. lame giler xigt. dah last2 tu penat smpi nk lari pon kaki menggeletar. lme sgt x sport cmtu la jdnye. ngeee... :D

overall it was totally hell lot of fun n hell lot more hurt! semalam xrase sgt but today dah start rase lenguh2 sendi n sengal2 badan. ni belum kene tembak teruk2 lg. mereka2 yg siap dpt bintat2 bekas bebola peluru tu xtau la cmne. kesian =..=

today's plan : angels and demons
wish : movie tak menghampakan
laen2 : mahu makan cheesecake

sambil tulis langit gelap jd terang. observing sunday morning. mahu jadi secerah langit hari ini