Nothing i wanted but everything i needed

I asked for strength,

...and God gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom,

... and God gave me problems to solve.

I asked for prosperity,

... and God gave me brain and brawn to work.

I asked for courage,

... and God gave me danger to overcome.

I asked for love,

... and God gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for favours,

... and God gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted,

... I received everything I needed.

ALLAH knows when you are tired and discouraged from fruitless effort,

ALLAH knows how hard you have tried,

when you've cried so long your heart is in anguish,

ALLAH has counted your tears.

If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by, ALLAH is waiting for you.

When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated, ALLAH has the answer.

If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope, ALLAH has indeed whispered to you.

"Keeps on moving, coz I'm with You"

I should always remember this. i may not have everything that i want but actually i do have everything that i need. it took me sometime to realize but i'm Thankful that i now could see everything clearly. This actually taken from one of the blog that i follow. thanx to the writer for sharing this nice post. Praying hard for a better life.

p/s: stay positive. remain positive

Judgement

penah x jumpe org yg xpenah kenal dat particular person n ckp sikit punye byk n menyakitkn hati like they know them? selalu? banyak? sirius xfaham. dun just agree wif everything. open ur eyes n see more. if he just standing there doing nothing that u think can help doesn't mean he's done nothing. doesn't mean he gave up. tolong la jgn buat tuduhan yg bukan2. since we know them we know what is really happening. and be supportive with reason. owh....skt hati but wut can i do. praying hard that this people cud see what i'm trying to explain here.

p/s: aku pon penah suke org jugak but dun have to like n agree with everything kot. mcm xde pendirian.

She's da best

thanx dear sis cz sudi melayan permintaan merepek n xmsk akal adikmu ni. haha....i know i can always count on u. weee~ so are u ready to do it as ur permanent task? let me see....maybe until everything goes back to normal...(which i dun think will happen shortly) actually there's nothing normal in life kn? with support from u n ur hubby i think this gonna b a lot fun than i thought. hahaha....but dat statement of him mmg a bit kejam la but i like~ hahaha....guys suppose to be mean kn so that's cool. ngeee..... can't wait for the next email. ok. sy gila. shudn't wait. let say...once in a week ok x? craving for something fishy to be solve.

p/s: there goes my paling merepek entry musim ni. i think i'm getting old n less fun. grrr...

Be my friend

Don't walk in front of me,

I will not follow you...

Don't walk behind me,

I will leave you...

Just walk beside me,

and be my friend~

:)

Promise

U said that u'll wait for me.Each time i feel sad and down, i'll remember ur promise.Cause somehow it makes me happy again.I want to continue living...Cz at the end of the road i wish U're there waiting.

Fahrzeugdesign

Yeah i got class on saturday. so wut? hehe...it's interesting cause i learn how to sketch n to colour. hehe... i even thot about doing my master for art in transportation. haha...i noe they look ugly but just wanna share my work :D

My red Porsche

rough design of roof

my 1st sketch from 1st class. ugly. lol

why doodle when u cud just attend the real course? hehe...kdg!

News

i've just got a msg from krun saying my dear friend zira, who was warded few weeks ago is now in critical condition. i never expect to hear dis news. i'm not quite sure but i heard from other friend dat there's virus in her blood. she's closed to me n rite now i wish i cud see her. maybe i'll go to offenburg. just hope that we all could pray for her. i want to see her healthy smile again. i dun like to feel dis way. really hope dat she's strong enuf to be healthy again.

Emosi sungguh

ni aku nk mrh ni. bgn2 nk sarapan. g la dapur amik brg2 yg patut. rase cm nk mkn cereal la. aku bukak fridge nk amik susu n aik...asl ringan semacam? setahu aku feruz nk gune susu. aku je gune susu tu pon just utk mkn cereal.[i dun like milk] mmg la aku bukan br beli semlm but seigt aku, aku baru gune sekali. xde la expect penuh but shud b at least half ke...xde la bengang sgt. bengong la minah yg share fridge dgn aku ni. ni yg aku nk emo ni. ni bkn first time. dulu blh la trime mungkin dye confuse or lupe which 1 dye punye. so dulu aku trime la. ni aku dh label terang2 kt kotak susu tu pon stil nk gune ke? aaaa....tensi nye. xtau nk buat pe dh. xkn aku nk tulis name penuh kt kotak susu tu besar2 br dye xgune. if dye gune gk aku gak tensi blk. aiyoo....geram la neh. bukan kedekut just bile nk gune n tbe2 xde...mrh tau! dh la berat nk kene angkut n beli kt kaufland tu. eeee............ brg dh la byk n mkn space ktorg kt dlm fridge tuh. ko beli brg sikit2 suda. ko mkn sorg je pon. ni simpan sume smpi busuk selekeh giler deutsche. haish...geram abes la ni. rosak pagi sabtu aku. pfff!!!

*tgk drama korea[you're beautiful] pon emosi!*

I love u too!

I'm speechless...

Thank you sayang and i love u too :)

Pieces of something that i read

thanx to hajar for the link. love ya! lets promise not to b childish again *wink*

1. ...
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch!
5. ...
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. ...
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. ...
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. ...
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. ...
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. ...
22. ...
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. ...
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. ...
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's,we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift

i miss

saya rindu...

1. bubur mcD yg ditambah garam n pepper. rindu utk sejukkn bubur mcD utk die sbb die xmkn pns...

2. bile mase sy demam dan muntah setiap kali sy mkn then die sudi suapkn sy mkn sbb xsmpi hati tgk sy lemah n lapa sbb xmkn ape2...

3. diteman utk keluar & dihantar smpi rumah gune public transport even sbrnye blh je dye gune kenderaan sendiri...

4. pulang ke rumah, dye lihat saya dan campakkn penyapu (sbb dye sdg menyapu) terus peluk erat sy smbl menangis dan minta maaf sbb kesal xdpt menjaga sy dlm rumah sendiri...

5. blk dr kelas, beli keropok lekor dan pisang goreng. mkn dlm blk ramai2 sambil bersembang n bile smpi mse utk mandi masing2 berebut2 utk jd yg kedua...

6. saat itu : "..a**h pon nk mintak maaf jugak kalau2 ade salah silap..." setelah hampir setahun kami tidak bertanya khabar...

7. utk peluk dye erat2 kerana dye sdg berasa sgt sdh dan sy xtahu ape perlu sy lakukan. kebiasaannye : dialah yg menenangkn...

8. bile sy skt telinga, dye sanggup titiskn ubat dlm telinga sy...

9. utk terima panggilan dye yg menanges teresak2 dan membuat sy sgt risau hingga sy rase kalau perlu sy akan segera dtg kepadanya tetapi akhirnya dye ketawa dan sy lega...

10. utk dgr gelak ketawa dye setiap kali sy bercakap sbb dye rase sy kelakar

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(byk lg yg sy rindu)

saya rindu pada mereka, masa lampau, kenangan silam, perkara yang sudah. saya berharap pd masa akn dtg saya akn rindu pd saat dan ketika ini.